Return... Lone

long time i didnt write blog ady...
maybe because i saw "soo mui" write the her blog so long and long...
it is bad that my maxis line dun have a gud speed
maybe this is why i dun 1 to write coz i cant attach any photo or video to here...
or it is because i am too lazy to do tat... sorry for jeremy and "soo mui" that only write a post since so long ady....
i dun really like to write so much because it make me feel like i am do english paper's writing...
ps: english too bad=P
it a lonely day for today... i am alone in hostel... all my coursemate go out... sum go to play... sum got activity with the relligious club... sum go to attending wedding... leave me alone wat should i do??
assignment?? when think to it, i lazy to do...
gaming?? when go for it, i feel not fun after awhile...
drama?? when watch for it, i feel bore with the plot
chatting?? when try for it, i cant find any1 or maybe i dunno what to chat... weird
sleep?? no way, i make me cant sleep at nite later!!!!
i feel aimless... maybe i should join more activity... i try to share out my out my camp that i join at 6 dec to 12 dec tomorrow... :D maybe nid find for those photo but lazy... hope i got gud line tmr to upload my pic ^^

The Change

It lasts for almost 2 month...
i decide to change my life to be more active and with more colourful...
i bore with the hostel life...
bore with those gaming...
bore with the pc...
bore to slack inside hostel...
bore with online game...
bore to spend hol with game...
too much thing i bore with...
i cant find out why my exsitence
is it my self confidence is terrible low?
with my buddies' help, i try to change those bore...
i reduce my gaming time...
i try to go sport with them...
i hang out with them...


but I think there is no much thing that i have change... Am i become more confident? Is my life healthier?
i still will play game but it is less...
but i feel i am still cant live without them...
i dun like tat feeling...
and till now...
i stop to sport, juz bcome with exam reason...

i changed?
or not?
a lot or few?
i feel it is a little change only...
or maybe i am too rush to change?
change better or worse?
UNKNOWN...
juz can say time to sleep now...:)